| Monday, January 26th, 2009 |
| 2:30 am |
back again
So i am back from chattacon, And i did not have to work there. It feels good to go and not have any responsbilites. just drink and catch up with people. Did get reminded of how some people hate me, follow by me telling them to eat a dick. But anyway, the next big con i go to is frolicon, and yes i am tring everyting in my power to get the dawryn and the sus's to go. Its kinda odd now with dent working at t-moble. I think i am going to get to him try Flames of war. Oh yea if you dont know what that is go to www.flamesofwar.com it has changed my life as a gamer for all time. Which reminds me, we started to write backgrounds for the game "Mighty Armor". So yea i kinda put forth the leader of the Mars restance as Gen. Santangelo. I figured what the hell if i got to write it then he either got named Gen Barnes, or Gen santangelo. i laughed anyway. and if you ever want to see our shitty website it is http://www.rebelminis.com/. or http://www.mightyarmiesonline.com/ |
| Wednesday, December 24th, 2008 |
| 9:04 am |
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| Tuesday, December 9th, 2008 |
| 11:48 pm |
update
I am so excited. We get our greens and waxes back tomorrow. I hope they look like there drawings anyway. We are still working on all the back ground story but we took an ad out in a game mag.. It just showed a picture of mars and said freedom on it. With a little of luck i can get a steady paycheck from all this in about a years time. The down side is i will have to go to NY comic con and in Sanfansico to. |
| Thursday, December 4th, 2008 |
| 12:28 pm |
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| Thursday, October 30th, 2008 |
| 12:01 pm |
Tired
You ever get tired of people that as there last plea in there argument try to trump you by saying your a nazi. Any moron that uses the term reverse rasism needs to be slapped. This would just be rasim. The last time i checked it dose not mater what color skin you have what sexual oriantaion you are...you have rights and dont need to be discrimated against. Go figure it i am a white christian male guess what, It dose not give you the right to discrimate against me. Nor dose your argument make any since because you say pruid. Maybe your in the minority opion about something and need to understand that. That also means my stance on something is my stance. Dont call me wrong because you feel self richous or have the over whelming need to have a boot up your ass. Current Mood:  pissed off |
| Saturday, October 18th, 2008 |
| 12:31 pm |
Yet again i piss exelance every morning
So for those that know me i play a lot of Flames of War... www.flamesofwar.com I play either usa or eye-ties. I am debating turing to the dark side and sarting another axis army but dont know which to do.. would love to do a division form the eastern campain not the west (i hate having to play germans vs russains.) so 10th panzer or waffen ss... but i am open to sudgestions at this point. |
| Friday, October 17th, 2008 |
| 3:21 am |
Work Hell
So work is going great for the most part. Just trying to get a promotion is going to take me a little longer that i thought. Still making good money though and my bouns is around the corrner. Just wished the company paid out more. I looked over all my old posts. I wished now that i could erase them, or at least some of those people anyway. It is funny i can still rember the list of hatred. Talked to Dee and the Suze the other day. There living in seprate houses, first time in 7 years they were not rommies. There doing good. Oh before i forget i am besides working at t-moble that is, also a game designer now. Sounds more impresive than it realy is. I have been workign with rebel minis for a little over a year now. My boss reniger has me play test and write rules. One day he will pay me money but for now my name gets put into books and i get to go to cons for free. Sounds fun but i dread going to comic con in calaforia. It will be 7 days of hell. Oh to name drop a little we bought Mighy armies from mongoose gaming. My first boot was for Mighty armies ancents. There are a few other rules sets i have my name in but they are working titles. Men of Iron is the WWII squad baised game still dont know if it is 15mm or 25mm. The mars game wich dose not have a name but is not Red Dawn. There is also a arena 25 mm game we are working on that is more myticalgical baised hero vs hero combat.I have alos playtested the red ops 5 stuff and ambuse ally which do not have my name in but is the stuff we bought and are promoting http://www.rebelminis.com... if you get a chance look at the spartan mins we ripped off and got sued for... |
| Wednesday, October 15th, 2008 |
| 4:03 am |
sup people
you ever feel like you ague with a wall.. Some people are like yelling at a wall and expecting the wall to give way they never do but you keep trying because hey what else can you do. I told some one who i was voting for and why... ( i dont like taxes and big goverment nore do i like socialism at all) She told me i was wrong, and she was voting for the other guy. I asked her why, she could only say she hated bush. I say ok but why vote for him.. Again she said she hatted bush.. This went back and forth for a while. Then she said well it is about time we have a black presedent. So i called her a raciest which is true she is goign to vote for some one on the bais of the color of there skin. She called me a nazi, i replied but your the one that is for socialism clearly you dont know what the term nazi is. |
| Wednesday, October 8th, 2008 |
| 3:28 am |
Back or am i
SO i forgot i even had this damm thing. So there i was goign threw some old photos i had of what i would like to call my old freinds, and i saw this pic of me. It was like looking at a ghost at first, and i started to rember all the good times and bad. It has been a while, i have all new freinds now and it is both sad and good. I am Published now all legal and stuff. Kinda funny i now have 4 rule sets with my name on them, now if only the company can stay above the red line it would be nice. The funny thing about everything is i have discovered how much i dont miss the people i thought i would the most. That made me a little sad at first but they are doign well and i think they will be alright. But of all the people that i thought were my freinds and werent the ones i thought were not my freinds turned out to be the best ones i had. kind funny how that worked out... p.s kevin if you read this get in touch old man |
| Sunday, July 8th, 2007 |
| 10:30 pm |
contact request
dose any one have the contact info for the cockrans.. an email will be find but would love a number... please let me know there home phone is not working |
| Wednesday, July 4th, 2007 |
| 11:54 am |
I have seen the greatest movie of all time
Second only to Christ himself comming down and saying to me personaly .. hey yous guys.. i have seen teh greatest thing of all time... Transformers.... It has changed my life forever... I have seen it 3 times.... and yes 3 standing ovations during the movie... because one shall stand and one shall fall..... It is like i had an eye orgasim... If you have to steal money to go see this movie.. then do it... Prime will forgive you. |
| Thursday, June 7th, 2007 |
| 2:00 am |
update
SO it has been forever, were to start. I started writng a book a few months ago, it has been going well for the most part. I have lost a few freinds along the way, by either not being in contact by choise or distance. In all there are only a select few i miss. I am now working at t-moble i was laid off from cigna a few months back, let me tell you the severance package was great. It let me travel and spend way too much money. I am getting published too as head game developer for a line of minature games coming out. I can not release much on it, expect to say that they range from 15mm to 28mm and are basied on historcal and metholgy, from around 350 bc to 100 ad is the time ranges. If everything goes well i will be a guest at dragoncon, histicon and several others in the next few years.. I still have not found clarity, that endless since of being. Some call it the brass ring. But the hunt or adventrue for it continues...... I leave you with a line from the book it is kinda the catch pharse if you will "I tell the story of father, I tell the story of us all. and as prime would say ... "until all are one" |
| Friday, March 2nd, 2007 |
| 12:41 am |
I tell the story of father i tell the story of us all.
I tell the story of father I tell the story of us all. I tell the story of how we were before the fall and how men, the rebirth of true men, arose from what had to be done. I tell the story of the difference of what is right and wrong and what must be done. I tell the story of a proud people that were divided by little things, religion, race, national pride, and even wealth. These things made us go to war with each other over and over again, but in time like all things that faded. We were also arrogant people; we believed that God put us in the center of the universe. In our arrogance we reached out across the stars, not finding worlds that could support life, but dead worlds rich in recourses. In our necessity to expand we terra formed them into life giving worlds. This was our pride, no other race that reached to the stars before us had ever perfected in such a way what which we had to do, to survive. Every race we met had almost the same result, they made first contact but were reluctant to talk more then defining there boarders and laying claim to any world that had any possibility to support life. It was because of this that we as a people claimed the dead systems no one wanted. It is true that countries still fought wars but never again was a major conflict fought on Earth. Mainly it was actions in space or on disputed worlds, minor at best. Pirates of all things would flare up from time to time, and this was seen as a big threat of our age. We even formed an earth council and confederation of nations. A senate was formed with some power, but manly the Earth Defense Force or EDF was formed. How proud were we even our mighty fleet boasted superiority over other races but never was a shot fired in anger at the aliens, but to all things change must come. I tell the story of the death of dream and the rebirth of a people. I tell the story of those who choose to draw the line in the sand, and refuse to die. I tell the story of what we think is freedom and what the basic right to exist is. I tell the story of father I tell the story of us all. |
| Monday, December 25th, 2006 |
| 2:15 am |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS P.S. THANK YOU |
| Monday, November 27th, 2006 |
| 3:28 am |
yet again
so i made the mistake of carring for a woman again..Now all i have ever know is disapointment so i don't know what to do anymore |
| Friday, October 27th, 2006 |
| 12:08 am |
update
Made it back from Six Flags.. Took the little bits.. little bits.. hell there 18 on nov 3 and 16 now. the older one is getting to be like me odly enough.. the younger one is like my sis.. poor girl. I am now 30.. I have relised the other day that i have all new freinds and no old ones.. well expt darwyn and sus. but don't realy see them anymore. but all the new freinds i would rather go into a firefight with than the old ones. It is kinda odd that way . I guess it is true you do out grow people.. or just get smarter then them.. Not all the old ones though miss the cc's and there little bit. Constance was telling me the other day they still fear my old char.. God damm people.. She also told me that no fewer than 8 people remade it in the new game. I felt flaterd.. then at six flags i got called him 3 times. I love fright fest just to run into all the old cammie's i guess. Even saw charles down there.. Hell at that point i just looked for glas but never saw him. as for other updates. i am on the offical rules playtest for the space orks.. hella cool. I play warhammer almost every other day.. also been cam free for almost a year.. and never been better for it. but i miss the game not the people. Most people say that it brings the worst out in people but that is not true. it lets you see them as they are. For the most part they were and are small people. Given half a chance they would cut you. I think i relised it truly the day i made the list of hatred. I also relised it when people would not take a side.. I don't care if you are a rupblican or a demcrate .. a commie or fasist.. take a damm side.. stand for something .. if you don't i don't care a damm more for you than i can do lip service for. that and if your only argument against me is the way i spell please for the love of god eat shit and die.. also got fed up with those that picked gamming over life.. Get a job you hippy. hell darwyn siplin has a job and he is the biggest slacker i know.. but he always paid his rent and bills and had a job.. so to all those i call my freinds out there i deeply miss you .. to all that i call my enimes.. why the hell are readding my lj.. if i piss you off that much ... jump bitch .. |
| Sunday, September 17th, 2006 |
| 3:04 am |
1.Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How old do you feel?: 4. Favourite Movie: 5. Favourite Song: 6. Favourite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: ◊The fun bit~◊ 1. Would you rather bite off a piece of a live person's flesh, or ride a giant maggot through New York City? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Do you prefer physical fights or verbal fights? 4. Do you like keeping secrets or telling them? 5. Had any strange dreams/hallucinations lately? 6. What's your favorite kind of chocolate? 7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: 8. What's your guilty-pleasure kink? 9. Can you cook (and if so, what do you like to cook?) 10. What is your view on Chuck Norris? 11. What was your first online persona? 12. Do you think you're a good person? 13. Would you drive across country with me? 14. What do you find attractive? 15. If you could star in a porno, what would happen in it? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 18. If we went on a date, what do you think would happen? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 20. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you |
| Friday, September 8th, 2006 |
| 12:10 am |
update
the only way i can discribe it as is.. I saw something tonight.. i really do not want to say what i saw.. i went to visit my parents tonight and drop off some money and my car payment.. at first i thought "it" was my mother in a night goun. it was only about 4 feet tall had black hair.. and the hair was over the face.. i just bearly saw it before i noticed it did not have a bottem half.. it was like looking at something and not hearing it.. like looking threw it. but it was not transparent . it was there.. i went to hug it.. still thinging it was my mother and when i went around the corrner it was gone. I looked for about 20 min and woke up my mother and niece. neither of wich was wearing a night gaun.. the bad thing is .. it was not cold.. |
| Tuesday, July 25th, 2006 |
| 11:03 pm |
hola
so despite much tring i am still alive... workiing mostly but still here... to all my freinds i miss you to all the others go fuck off |
| Wednesday, June 28th, 2006 |
| 11:35 pm |
superman
I just saw it... It is funny how a little think like hope a movie can give you.. It makes you want to belive again, even when you should not. |
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